Life in general

Life in our little neck of the woods is pretty quiet.  In some ways I find that comforting.  In others, I really wish that I had something to do.  There are times that I think living in an area that would provide activity would be fun, on the flip side, I do enjoy my solitude. 

I find myself worrying about some of the strangest things. l wonder if we get invited to do things with people and my husband just turns them down without asking or whether they just don't call.  I find that at times, I can't stand just being by myself and at those same times, I can't fathom the thought of being around people.  It scares me.

I often wonder if some of what I am feeling is depression, or anxiety.  I wonder what I can do to prevent these feelings.  I don't want to take a bunch of medications.  If I don't have a regular routine, I forget to take my vitamins. How scatterbrained can a person be! Apparently pretty scatterbrained!

I try to appear that I am all together, I don't want people feeling sorry for me.  I want them to see the person I was pre 10-2-13, but that person is gone, never to be seen again.

~~Live life

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  1. benventure

    There’s nothing wrong with thinking things. Am I really feeling this? Am I really living this way? Where am I goin? Is this all there is? I find it comfortable to be alone in a full room. Some birds aren’t meant for solitude, they need song, they need the wind of friends to lift their spirits and help them fly to new heights. Life here, now, is exactly what you want it to be. If you are called by the city, seek it. We all need fun, were human. Don’t hide away in your sand castle in the woods.

    December 29, 2016